Out of control?

Maybe I should set my priorities right first.

I don't want anything to go wrong this time round.

Sometimes, we just need more time for ourselves and think about things.

Reflect.

Some of the things might be done on impulse.

*One Qn: Is it true that you do not have to follow your feelings all the time?
And that your feelings may not be right all the time too.

Sometimes it's also good to tone down your activities a little and ask yourself, if you're doing the right thing, and whether you're going out of control, unknowingly.

Random note: But I still feel I'm quite a good and nice daughter already. What else can you ask for?

And the thing is, I have my own thinkings too. It's never time for you to 'control' what I'm thinking and want me to follow what you feel ought to be right. NO. I'm someone with my own set of thinking. I don't like to be manipulated. I do what I feel is right and I'm happy with what I'm doing.

You are not able to stop what I'm doing, as if you're trying to change me, you're not wanting to see the real Chi Ying. So please, I'm able to think properly, and wisely. Not for all the things in this world, but at least for the things that I'm constantly looking out for and things that I'm also concerned with. That I'm sure of what I want. I need to emphasize, I am someone who lives with a purpose, and not FOR a purpose. I seriously hate you for wanting to change who I am for that particular thing. Sorry, but I will still continue with what I feel is right for me. I know how to manage my work and everything is all about human relations.

I feel you should know, I only do things that I'm happy with and enjoy doing. Nothing can change me. Not god, NOT YOU.
I hope you can understand and appreciate me for who I am.
Thanks.

I will heed your advice, but I'll still go with my feelings.
Thanks, once again. I appreciate everything that you are doing for me and those talking sessions. I know everything is for my own good. I'm heeding your advice, but perhaps only about 4% of it?

My own thinking worth at least 98%. I respect myself a lot, and I expect people to also respect me. I'm not saying that you don't respect me. BUT, I feel you should at least respect what I think and what I like to do.
That is, as I respect what you say too.

Thank you.