This is what I have to do now... ...

And at the end of the day, we



Work hard, strive hard. Do well! We reap what we sow. I believe in working hard for everything that I do, and I hope everyone does the same too. :) Hard work definitely pays off.
*Smiles
Study hard!!!

It's all worth it. Worth all the pain :)

Today.
I woke up feeling so damn super tired. It isn't my day man. I'm seriously lacking of sleep and not having sufficient rest. But one thing that I must comment is, I'm glad that there are people who are concerned about me when I'm busy and tired. You guys made my day man. Thanks guys. Not only that! I'm super glad that I went for the SU Orientation Camp (15th to 17th May). Maybe it's just the process before the camp that I don't really like. I feel that I really like most of the things that has happened in the camp. Especially the people. Got to know many new faces and yah, they're nice and friendly. Despite the fact that I just joined this camp as a volunteer, and wasn't really active in SU, they still came to me and talked to me like as if we knew each other long ago. :) Could see the spark in their eyes when they talked to me.

That made me smile.

Seeing the freshies and OGLs enjoying the game that we have organised and prepared for them, is a joy. And,

That made me smile too.

Seeing that people appreciate what we've done and the fuzzy wazzy thing that we've received at the end of the camp was another bonus for me to feel woohoo heehar!

And for that,
I smiled again.

For the people whom I mixed around with in the camp and for everyone else who were involved in the camp, thanks a lot for wanting to mingle with me. haha. I know you guys love me, that's why I love you too. haha!! :DD

That's a double smiley!

All in all, I must really say I've gained a lot from this super ultra not-so-bad camp! Lovely man! Met some cute guys and pretty hot gals! woo hahaha..

Feels great to learn many extra things during these 3 days! Friends. Feelings. Atmosphere. New Ideas. Bathing and singing together with friends in the toilet. A Kcubicle session! Those were things that cannot be found in books. All of those simply amused me! Simply fabulous lah.

Although I really feel extremely shagged, I definitely think it's worth it. With all these gains, nothing is worth more than that.
The unspeakable happiness is simply beyond words. Money cannot buy happiness. This quote is definitely very true.

Out of control?

Maybe I should set my priorities right first.

I don't want anything to go wrong this time round.

Sometimes, we just need more time for ourselves and think about things.

Reflect.

Some of the things might be done on impulse.

*One Qn: Is it true that you do not have to follow your feelings all the time?
And that your feelings may not be right all the time too.

Sometimes it's also good to tone down your activities a little and ask yourself, if you're doing the right thing, and whether you're going out of control, unknowingly.

Random note: But I still feel I'm quite a good and nice daughter already. What else can you ask for?

And the thing is, I have my own thinkings too. It's never time for you to 'control' what I'm thinking and want me to follow what you feel ought to be right. NO. I'm someone with my own set of thinking. I don't like to be manipulated. I do what I feel is right and I'm happy with what I'm doing.

You are not able to stop what I'm doing, as if you're trying to change me, you're not wanting to see the real Chi Ying. So please, I'm able to think properly, and wisely. Not for all the things in this world, but at least for the things that I'm constantly looking out for and things that I'm also concerned with. That I'm sure of what I want. I need to emphasize, I am someone who lives with a purpose, and not FOR a purpose. I seriously hate you for wanting to change who I am for that particular thing. Sorry, but I will still continue with what I feel is right for me. I know how to manage my work and everything is all about human relations.

I feel you should know, I only do things that I'm happy with and enjoy doing. Nothing can change me. Not god, NOT YOU.
I hope you can understand and appreciate me for who I am.
Thanks.

I will heed your advice, but I'll still go with my feelings.
Thanks, once again. I appreciate everything that you are doing for me and those talking sessions. I know everything is for my own good. I'm heeding your advice, but perhaps only about 4% of it?

My own thinking worth at least 98%. I respect myself a lot, and I expect people to also respect me. I'm not saying that you don't respect me. BUT, I feel you should at least respect what I think and what I like to do.
That is, as I respect what you say too.

Thank you.

Life Values

"Nothing splendid has ever been achieved except by those who dared believe that something inside of them was superior to circumstance."

- Bruce Barton

The only way we can ever feel happy and fulfilled in the long term is to live in accordance with our true values. If we don't, we are sure to experience intense pain. Often, people develop habitual patterns of behaviour that frustrate or could potentially destroy them: smoking, drinking, overeating, abusing drugs, attempting to control or dominate others, watching hour upon hour of television, and so on.

Sounds familiar to you?
So, what will you do to avoid experiencing intense pain?

My QUIZ!! and... (:

Okay, so this is my quiz in FACEBOOK. The one I've created, for people to attempt. Test how well you guys know me! But the thing is, I don't really feel that this quiz really shows how well someone knows me lah. haha. :D

Let me explain myself now... Don't say I'm unfair.

1) Who would I like to meet?
a) Someone good looking
b) Someone easy to talk to
c) Someone extraordinary
d) Someone who has inner beauty
e) Someone special
Ans: D (NOT someone easy to talk to. Someone who's easy to talk to, might not have that special element that I'm looking out for! The INNER BEAUTY!!!)Nothing beats nei zai mei!!!:D

2) If I had 1 day left to live, how would I live it?
a) Do all the things that I've always wanted to do
b) Spend the day with my love one(s)
c) Sing songs till I die
d) Talk to my best friend
e) Having the last day to myself
Ans: B (This Qn is rather simple I feel. Quite common- sense kind of qn. If I ONLY HAVE 1 MORE DAY to live, will I TALK myself to death? gosh haha. Obviously to really spend the last moment with someone I love. Given the fact that I'm really a very 感情化person. It's hard for me to forget someone. Yet, It's not difficult for me to remember someone either)

3) What will I do when I'm stressed up?
a) Vent my anger on other people
b) Exercise
c) Listen to music
d) Talk it out
e) None of the above
Ans: C (A lot of people got B as their ans. But the correct one is C. OK, Actually, I still prefer listening to music to relieve my stress than to exercise. It's a definite choice cos' music is a natural therapy which is a very strong stress- reliever! At least, It works for me:)

4) What time am I usually in bed by?
a) 10pm
b) 11pm
c) 12am
d) 1am
e) 2am
Ans: 1am (A lot of people got this wrong too! Well, maybe someone knows this best i think)

5) Which of the below best describes me?
a) Nonsensical
b) Talkative, but serious actually
c) Natural joker
d) Sociable
e) All of the above
Ans: E (If you put the option A, I'm really going to kill you! cos' Chi Ying doesn't only consist of the element, NONSENSICAL. BUT with all the others. All of the options complement each other somehow. ARGH to those who chose that)

6) What cell phone network do I use?
a) Starhub
b) Singtel
c) M1
d) I don't have a cell phone
Ans: A (If your ans is B, you're actually half right. Cos' I just changed my plan only end of OCT 2008) hee:)

7) What is the HAPPIEST thing ever (to me)?
a) Being able to grow and learn (lifelong learning)
b) Knowing that people around you cares for you
c) The sense of satisfaction
d) My friends have found their true love
e) None of the above
Ans: A (Actually my ans for this qn is all of the above. BUT since there's no such an option for u, you should choose the best option out of those, right? hehe) ->If people don't care about me, I'll feel a little sad. BUT the thing is, I'm someone who's quite independent, and so even if people hates me, I'll still love myself! Self- love is the most important thing that you should first start with!=D Agree?

8) Which of the below is one of my favourite song?
a) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
b) Broken Strings
c) Don't love you no more
d) All about you
e) Accidentally in love
Ans: D (AGAIN, all the above are my answers for the qn. BUT, all about you is still the nicest I feel)

Cheers to those who have done the quiz. Regardless whether you got a great score or just a midiocre one, you're still someone who cares about me! Thanks!!! Your care and concern are totally appreciated by me. lovelove.

A sidenote:
Was chatting with a friend just now...
What he said really brightened up half of my MOONday:)
OKAY.
Let's not mention names.

Read to find out why I say so.

E: maybe next time got chance i can meet you up for lunch or tea break
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
hmm?
how come?
E: if i'm nearby ur school
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
oh ur office is near my sch too?
E: nope...but i'm always out
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
i see..
interesting..
so how do u feel getting to know someone so crazy like me
hahaha
make u go crazy with me
E: hmm...."interesting" loh...
the world needs someone like you more.
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
wow interesting..
nice answer
if u were to ask me the same qn abt u
i will
say..
the same ans too
E:i knew tat was coming
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
u are very happy happy...keep laughing..at small things...jus like me
but i know u r perfectly normal
hahaha
E: tat's me since young
`Chi Ying.子盈     |稳     says:
oh so i can imagine myself, 10 yrs down the road..i'll be like u...still maintain the same old me..laughing at the simplest things in life
E:
hopefully
my friends all don want to go watch comedy wif me...they say i laugh too much...

Wah. I really hope that does't happen to me. The part about friends don't go and watch comedy shows with me..gosh. haha.
Very cheerful person I know.
Someone worth knowing:)

Laughs at the simplest things in life*

Too much to do

Does this happen when you have too many things to do?
Interesting :)

Shhhhhhhhh......

I want to study.
A moment of silence.
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

I need some fresh air.
Weekends here I come!
Come come.

Today at Kbox(:

After school (while waiting for our Sketch Art Club Briefing to start)...
Bei. Ren. Kenny. and I went to sing.
It was fun and we enjoyed ourselves wholeheartedly!!!
Many funny and weird things happened in between.


ME in Beibei's colourful jacket:)


Student's package


Sneaky Sharon and bugs bunny me.


Kenny is very engrossed in his singing. 很认真！


Sharon and I


Hoohoo


Okay!;)


Bei Bei. Ren Ren. Ying Ying


The twins singing


RnB Yo!~

Someone thought that Kenny is our little brother. OMG.

The Loveliest Person That I've met.

Brown Milo.
Is Someone I know of.
"It" is not a drink.

Yet people mistook it as a HOT Milo, Malay...blabla.
What else?

I feel sorry for Milo.
Cos' I feel so much for Milo.

Lastly, I want to thank Milo for making my days so happy and enjoyable.
Be it rainy or sunny days, you never fail to brighten up my day!

:)

It does not pay to be good, does it?

Before you decide to be nice and accommodating, think again.
Because others will grow to take you for granted if you do it too often.



Some people just don't deserve your help.
Ps: I'm not hinting that you shouldn't treat people nicely, ya. (:

Creating Memories

Was packing my things in my room.
Then.
I happened to come across some oldie putty.
Primary + Secondary years diary books.
Still looked quite alright.
No white ants or whatsoever.

Flipped through the diaries and laughed at my own writings.
Funnily Funny.
If you're interested to know, I can show them to you personally.

I have a dairy book, which I've recorded my days spent in Taiwan(2006). I'll be browsing through that book if I were to go there again. This year end. Taiwan 2009. I'll go again! A promise not to be broken.

Up till now, I still keep an update of what I do everyday and feelings of the day.
I feel it's a very good habit.

Everyone should do this, from young.

I'm proud to say, I'll have something to show my children in the future.
"Mama have something to show u"
(Uncovers my diaries and show them, plus my countless collections of wu eh bo eh stuff)
You will be surprised at what I've collected over the years. haha.

:)
Have a great weekend.

HOR SUA!!! :DD

WOOHOO!

Just for Laughs! GOSH!

This is OMG!!!
Check it out!


Typical Singapore girls?
Including u?